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I do consider myself happy
Maybe not thrillingly happy
But more daily-day happy
My family is loving
My friends are reliable
Despite of everyone's fault
I would give my life for them
Just like they would do for me
Despite all my faults and flaws
There is a secure roof above my head
A warm bed to comfort me at night
Food and drinks are never missing
Every day I get to do what I want
It is such a peaceful place here
Yet sometimes I get this urge to cry
Sadness that overflows to drown me
Biting my lips and scratching my skin
I do that until blood begins to appear
A faint throbbing pain reassures me
This is reality
It is okay to be lonely
Even if you have loved ones
It is okay to feel cold
Even if you have a safe home
It is okay to feel empty
Even if your stomach is full
It is okay to feel bored
Even if you do as you wish
At times it is okay to feel broken like this
Because then you will appreciate it more
Your happiness, the one that truly matters
Leaving Southampton She was in the kitchen when he stumbled in noisily, tripping as he went past the shelves and catching the edge of the table to keep himself from falling.
Pretending not to hear the stream of curses that followed, she kept her eyes fixed on the dishes, letting her hand trail in the soapy water. There was a loud scraping of wood against grimy concrete as he drew a chair and collapsed into it. At this she looked up, and after a moment's hesitation, she said, unnecessarily, "You've been drinking."
He clutched his head and said nothing. He hadn't shaved in weeks and stank of sweat and alcohol; he looked much older than his eighteen years.
They sat in silence for a while. Then he announced, loudly, "Fuck."
She didn't bother to tell him off. She just waited. And jumped when he suddenly brought his fist down, hard, onto the table.
"Our lives here are s
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